i have been living in a world of IF, I WISH, AS IF.
and today i found out, if you try to dig your past out, looking for the missing pieces,
it will turn to dead end.
the one who wiped my tears, was not the one who made me laugh
the one who breaks my heart, was promised me will always be there.
the one who stand by my side, was near but far.
i will stand and stay, but this wild mind develop another crazy idea about
how i could change things differently and how confidence i am that i can manage,
i can say no, i can stop.
but i can't
one thing that depart us was the grace of God and His mercy.
maybe He was looking down, thinking , that shouldn't happened and how awful things
can be when this
two wild fish swimming, and hoping to find a shortcut in their life,
this fishes. was blind and blunt and dumb.
just wait until they got caught, and be dead.
wild wild fish, be tamed.
back to your inhabit, and forget
wild wild fish, beware
for the ocean is big, but people will still know you by name.
+tsl
