Friday, March 23, 2012
Thursday, March 22, 2012
HEEYA 27 and counting
19.03 was my 27th birthday.
a week before that i was sooo stressed out thinking about how i used to pictured my life when i hit 27.
turns out, nothing happened.
i am a dreamer. i do admit i am the caused that slows down everything.
i talked about ideas, i dreams
5 years a go, this is how i pictures my life would be:
i would be a powerful woman, driving my bmw series 6 in maroon color, dressed
sophisticated androgyny and had a boutique in Bali, Jakarta and Singapore,
i used to imagine i will travel back and forth to Bali and Singapore
and having my dream house at bali, its a white house with minimalism design and big backyard.
and having my own apartment in singapore, small apartment with country design full of design books and cds.
SOOONNN. HONEY. SOOOONNNN.
a week before that i was sooo stressed out thinking about how i used to pictured my life when i hit 27.
turns out, nothing happened.
i am a dreamer. i do admit i am the caused that slows down everything.
i talked about ideas, i dreams
5 years a go, this is how i pictures my life would be:
i would be a powerful woman, driving my bmw series 6 in maroon color, dressed
sophisticated androgyny and had a boutique in Bali, Jakarta and Singapore,
i used to imagine i will travel back and forth to Bali and Singapore
and having my dream house at bali, its a white house with minimalism design and big backyard.
and having my own apartment in singapore, small apartment with country design full of design books and cds.
SOOONNN. HONEY. SOOOONNNN.
Thursday, March 15, 2012
ROAR!
So it's almost 11 pm, and I can't stop thinking about how to force and push myself to be able to go to PARIS this year. :T
So I start my existance in twitter world, and following those designer that I admired, and one of them will be tex saverio from Indonesia, I love his geniousity and creativity, most of all his humble heart, and I seriously think he can be a good mentor.
So I heard from this trusted source that he will be having his first time show at PARIS because of that, I dropped him a tweet, or maybe two.
I seriously want to move forward, and see the world, and witness the creativity around me, it just turn me on living in that atmosphere.
Oh gosh, please please please let me get what I want.. This time!!! :) even when in Fact You've always given me the best, but I really2 want to jump into the real fashion world,
:D PLEASE?! :D
So I start my existance in twitter world, and following those designer that I admired, and one of them will be tex saverio from Indonesia, I love his geniousity and creativity, most of all his humble heart, and I seriously think he can be a good mentor.
So I heard from this trusted source that he will be having his first time show at PARIS because of that, I dropped him a tweet, or maybe two.
I seriously want to move forward, and see the world, and witness the creativity around me, it just turn me on living in that atmosphere.
Oh gosh, please please please let me get what I want.. This time!!! :) even when in Fact You've always given me the best, but I really2 want to jump into the real fashion world,
:D PLEASE?! :D
Friday, March 9, 2012
Tuesday, March 6, 2012
missing you, singapore
Things that I miss about living in singapore :
1. Comfort taxi. I called them to drive me to my workplace almost every morning because I was always late.
2. Esplanade. I love going to esplanade, because there's so many things influenced by art. U can hear a band playing great songs, you can see the singapore river, have a great dinner. Love it!
3. New creation church. My church. I miss it so much, I used to go to the church, every sunday ALONE. Queue up for the service, and had a great time there.
4. HMV. I used to spend all night at hmv, after work, just to browse around, listening to the new songs that they played, and write down the title, and check out their cd.
5. Tanglin road. I love orchard, but tanglin road always gives me a great mood.
6. East coast park. Hahaha! Beach, bicycle and eat. What's not to like,
7. Siloso beach.
8. Ann siang hill and haji lane. Shopping heaven.
9. Dine at wheelock, then walk down to cineleisure for cinema, not enough? We went to youth park for supper.
10. The walk from orchard to river valley and clar quay. It is a long distance, however I just love it. :)
11. Singapore 24 hours MCDONALD's. Different with indo, at sg MCD you will meet all kinds of human being, who tells their own story there.
12. I miss the atmosphere, of walking around the town, with your ipod on, and you are listening to your favorite song, while observing the way other people dressing up.
13. Hongkong cafe.
14. China town. :D
15. Mrt, slept over at mrt, waiting for the mrt, rushing to get in, etc. Etc. Etc.
1. Comfort taxi. I called them to drive me to my workplace almost every morning because I was always late.
2. Esplanade. I love going to esplanade, because there's so many things influenced by art. U can hear a band playing great songs, you can see the singapore river, have a great dinner. Love it!
3. New creation church. My church. I miss it so much, I used to go to the church, every sunday ALONE. Queue up for the service, and had a great time there.
4. HMV. I used to spend all night at hmv, after work, just to browse around, listening to the new songs that they played, and write down the title, and check out their cd.
5. Tanglin road. I love orchard, but tanglin road always gives me a great mood.
6. East coast park. Hahaha! Beach, bicycle and eat. What's not to like,
7. Siloso beach.
8. Ann siang hill and haji lane. Shopping heaven.
9. Dine at wheelock, then walk down to cineleisure for cinema, not enough? We went to youth park for supper.
10. The walk from orchard to river valley and clar quay. It is a long distance, however I just love it. :)
11. Singapore 24 hours MCDONALD's. Different with indo, at sg MCD you will meet all kinds of human being, who tells their own story there.
12. I miss the atmosphere, of walking around the town, with your ipod on, and you are listening to your favorite song, while observing the way other people dressing up.
13. Hongkong cafe.
14. China town. :D
15. Mrt, slept over at mrt, waiting for the mrt, rushing to get in, etc. Etc. Etc.
this is what makes me happy.
Incase I didn't get to know you again,
This is what makes me happy :
1. Listening to one of your favorite song on the radio, eventhough u had their cd's or it's one your ipod, listen to it on the radio, gives a different feel.
2. Reading a great novel on departure hall.
3. I always do my shopping alone.
4. A great coffee accompany by great books.
5. A big white house with minimalism design, empty not much furniture, with a big abstrac painting and big kitchen and workshop.
6. Being with my family
7. To be surrounded by a lot of cds, I love killing time in a record store.
8. I love dessert. Especially melt choco cake.
9. I love shoes. Flats, converse, heels, wedges, mary jane. I love all shoesss!
10. I love where I'm at now, in a position that was loved by everyone I know. God makes me a happy person today.
This is what makes me happy :
1. Listening to one of your favorite song on the radio, eventhough u had their cd's or it's one your ipod, listen to it on the radio, gives a different feel.
2. Reading a great novel on departure hall.
3. I always do my shopping alone.
4. A great coffee accompany by great books.
5. A big white house with minimalism design, empty not much furniture, with a big abstrac painting and big kitchen and workshop.
6. Being with my family
7. To be surrounded by a lot of cds, I love killing time in a record store.
8. I love dessert. Especially melt choco cake.
9. I love shoes. Flats, converse, heels, wedges, mary jane. I love all shoesss!
10. I love where I'm at now, in a position that was loved by everyone I know. God makes me a happy person today.
Monday, March 5, 2012
Sunday, March 4, 2012
27 and counting
it supposed to be your favorite month of the year,
until something happened and you remember you are 27 soon
so you look around and see how life changes on your best friend, colleagues, or relatives.
then you looked down
you were thinking about those things that you wish would happened when you are 27
you lost count on how it passed so quickly,
you thought you were 21 yesterday,
you got your first tattoo.
and now, even when God has given you a job, activities and loyal best friend who knows you inside
and out, there is still a missing piece that makes you incomplete.
no other that opposite sex.
so what's the big deal about this partnership thingy.
it is a big deal actually
it is a big deal when you have been in a 6 years relationship and you can't even look eye to eye having heart to heart conversation.
or when you had this 2 years relationship, and all you did was to make her happy and stick with you
but it didn't work either.
or when you witnessed your friend who was single for 9 years, suddenly met someone and get married.
i had all these thoughts when i was driving home couple hours a go.
and after a long thought, i was amazed that somehow, all of this shits that happened to those who are
so called 'unlucky enough in love' makes them stronger and bolder, to face anything in this world.
they are different, and they know what's gonna happened, best, they know how to handle them self,
and bring back their feet to stand up straight on the ground.
things happened, and things just didn't. you can said you tried, you suffer, you sacrifice,
but when it didn't happened, all those things wont keep her on your side. vice versa ,
my dear friend of mine. i love you. and i am so so sure, that love will strike you down soon,
a different one, not the one that will make you suffer and experiencing things for 8 years or more, and
also not the one who you thought you have given everything that you could, for the past 2 years.
but it will.
and as for me. by the time i got home, i went to my workshop and sat. and i know, i thank god, i have a
job that i can love day and night. and a fine coffee from Starbucks, and this has been part of me for a
long long time, to be alone, with fabrics and drawings.
and to dreams about things that i wanted to happened in my life.
and like what aerosmith said 'dreams until your dreams come true'
until something happened and you remember you are 27 soon
so you look around and see how life changes on your best friend, colleagues, or relatives.
then you looked down
you were thinking about those things that you wish would happened when you are 27
you lost count on how it passed so quickly,
you thought you were 21 yesterday,
you got your first tattoo.
and now, even when God has given you a job, activities and loyal best friend who knows you inside
and out, there is still a missing piece that makes you incomplete.
no other that opposite sex.
so what's the big deal about this partnership thingy.
it is a big deal actually
it is a big deal when you have been in a 6 years relationship and you can't even look eye to eye having heart to heart conversation.
or when you had this 2 years relationship, and all you did was to make her happy and stick with you
but it didn't work either.
or when you witnessed your friend who was single for 9 years, suddenly met someone and get married.
i had all these thoughts when i was driving home couple hours a go.
and after a long thought, i was amazed that somehow, all of this shits that happened to those who are
so called 'unlucky enough in love' makes them stronger and bolder, to face anything in this world.
they are different, and they know what's gonna happened, best, they know how to handle them self,
and bring back their feet to stand up straight on the ground.
things happened, and things just didn't. you can said you tried, you suffer, you sacrifice,
but when it didn't happened, all those things wont keep her on your side. vice versa ,
my dear friend of mine. i love you. and i am so so sure, that love will strike you down soon,
a different one, not the one that will make you suffer and experiencing things for 8 years or more, and
also not the one who you thought you have given everything that you could, for the past 2 years.
but it will.
and as for me. by the time i got home, i went to my workshop and sat. and i know, i thank god, i have a
job that i can love day and night. and a fine coffee from Starbucks, and this has been part of me for a
long long time, to be alone, with fabrics and drawings.
and to dreams about things that i wanted to happened in my life.
and like what aerosmith said 'dreams until your dreams come true'
Thursday, March 1, 2012
Dead hearts are awake tonight
Beautiful is our laugh mixed with our touch
Beautiful is the random words that we said
And it makes us break to laugh
Beautiful how your breath is so familiar with mine
And it's amazing how you can be so warm even when you are distant
We jokes and say stupid things
We laugh and making funny faces
We loved and we wish we are not leaving
I will cherished this month, march!
And for the dessert the rain pour down and I heard my favorite STARS song Hearts.
What a day to start a new month. My month.
Beautiful is the random words that we said
And it makes us break to laugh
Beautiful how your breath is so familiar with mine
And it's amazing how you can be so warm even when you are distant
We jokes and say stupid things
We laugh and making funny faces
We loved and we wish we are not leaving
I will cherished this month, march!
And for the dessert the rain pour down and I heard my favorite STARS song Hearts.
What a day to start a new month. My month.
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