chapter 1 ; new life

CHAPTER 1 ; NEW LIFE

if i didnt count it wrong it's going to be another 8 months to go to my wedding day

at this moment i was having a confused moment, should i or shouldn't i

so here is the story of my incredibly boring life. a very loyal one, okay maybe not so loyal,

9 years realtionship with the same guy, that same jokes same problems and same way to solve

problems.

He is a very genuine guy, soft harted, warm smile, tall and dark skin.

He was one of the most cutest guy a high school girl could cheer on

His personality was light, easy going, he loves to smile and he loves to tease people

He is the guy in high school that can say hello to anyone, and speaks to anyone, he gets along

very well with teachers and seniors or juniors

She is a very ambitious girl, she have nothing in mind but to be a fashion designer

She choose what to like, to speaks to, she didn't really care whether people will hate or love her

She knows her friend is enough so she didn't really bother if she doesn't have much friend

oh no, she's not that anti social, she smiles and says hello too, but maybe most of the time she

just doesn't mean it. she loves quiet time , deep conversation.

she was kind of grow up a little bit earlier than the rest of their friends. when the girls cheers for

that generation so famous and cute looking boysband, she listen to radio head. she loves to find

the real meaning behind a brit pop songs.

she loves to wear jeans, washed and old jeans, the lesser accessories on her body will be better

she was always late, but somehow will find a way to avoid punishment.

she is so awful in lying, she cannot lie people will know when she lie.

she loves to walk home from school just because she loves the trees and the weather.

she loves poetry and history.

after all those explanation about both characters, some of you wondering how can we be a couple?

so maybe you guys knows the difference between this two human being already.

and maybe some of you have thoughts in your mind. no wonder she is confused whether to or not to

be.


alexa was crying on her bed. and the words that she keeps on repeating until she was fallen asleep

was ; jesus, oh jesus, oh jesus.

lot's of thing happening in her life lately, last year she open the first boutique a few miles from her

house, busy and need in money

and last year too, her father was diagnosed with heart failure,

she was his father third daughter whom working place was so near to home, so she was often get a

phone call from home to check on her dad if anything goes wrong.

those crying didn't stop. she was holding her iphone, she was reading an email,

a sent email, that she send to her boyfriend Lucas in 2008.

as she scrolled up, all that she can find was a sent emails with the subject;

hai baby

baby i miss you

babyyyy

my babyyy

baby i love youu
 

okay, enough. they were become couple on 2006, that means when that email was sent, they were

already in 2 years relationship

alexa cries and cries as she read the emails, not because she regrets that she was so deeply madly

in love with this guy, but simply because she used to tell him anything, wrote to him and tells story,

show him her feelings, and be true about it.

2 hours before the crying drama,

she was on the phone with lucas, a 15 minutes conversation that requires 5 minutes to think of what

to say, so now it only left 10 minutes, and when she or he try to speak, the other said 'do you want

to go to sleep?' and the other will just keep quiet and said no at first, and then the quiets takes longer,

and finally she said okay maybe i'll go to sleep, and he'll answer 'alright,.'

and they hang up

OH MY GOD

was it always been like this? this is not healthy!! NO WAY!! Oh my, please don't marry him.

that will be the kind of reactions she will get if let say her story will be made in a best seller book

or in a movie. you wish

but no, it's not always been like that, there are lots of good times as well, not healthy relationship

yes she is agree to that, not marrying him? no, she is not sure about that.

as she tries to forget and close her eyes,

suddenly she received a message , it was matthew, and she stops the crying, she look at her phone

and start to get busy with the phone sending a reply to the previous message received, and so on

Oh and by the way, matthew was her first love.

the only boy that stole her heart and breaks it at the same time, the only boy that listen to radio head

too. the boy that doesn't like crowds as much as she hated it.

the boy that will showed up in front of her house just because he wanted to see her,

the boy that send her cds with lots of writing and drawings on it. 

matthew is a very heart warming name for her. and it has been that way for quite a while.

and soo this will bring you to chapter 2 the explain what really happened to alexa