or listened to the swedish band or british band like i did
he didn't hum or whistle my kind of songs.
he didn't read or talk my kind of talk.
but he listened
a very good listener. he didn't talk much when he does not know what
to do, yet he observe and try to put things right in the right moments
i do admit, last year, i have to find the answer of why do i have to
choose commitments over chemistry.
chemistry was mesmerizing, it was fantasy, imaginary and beyond
words and thoughts. u will be in awe of how far your imagination
can pull you to hell.
but chemistry didn't stay for to long, it doesn't want me to keep it.
commitments are boring words, words of adult , words that stand
side by side with fear. yet commitments is the only rational, original,
authentic needs of human.
commitments here to stay,
chemistry leaves scars. but commitments give hope.
now i know why i shouldnt fight for chemistry anymore because if you are not
here to stay , might as well leave me alone.
i love you, beloved
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