CHAPTER 1 ; NEW LIFE
if i didnt count it wrong it's going to be another 8 months to go to my wedding day
at this moment i was having a confused moment, should i or shouldn't i
so here is the story of my incredibly boring life. a very loyal one, okay maybe not so loyal,
9 years realtionship with the same guy, that same jokes same problems and same way to solve
problems.
He is a very genuine guy, soft harted, warm smile, tall and dark skin.
He was one of the most cutest guy a high school girl could cheer on
His personality was light, easy going, he loves to smile and he loves to tease people
He is the guy in high school that can say hello to anyone, and speaks to anyone, he gets along
very well with teachers and seniors or juniors
She is a very ambitious girl, she have nothing in mind but to be a fashion designer
She choose what to like, to speaks to, she didn't really care whether people will hate or love her
She knows her friend is enough so she didn't really bother if she doesn't have much friend
oh no, she's not that anti social, she smiles and says hello too, but maybe most of the time she
just doesn't mean it. she loves quiet time , deep conversation.
she was kind of grow up a little bit earlier than the rest of their friends. when the girls cheers for
that generation so famous and cute looking boysband, she listen to radio head. she loves to find
the real meaning behind a brit pop songs.
she loves to wear jeans, washed and old jeans, the lesser accessories on her body will be better
she was always late, but somehow will find a way to avoid punishment.
she is so awful in lying, she cannot lie people will know when she lie.
she loves to walk home from school just because she loves the trees and the weather.
she loves poetry and history.
after all those explanation about both characters, some of you wondering how can we be a couple?
so maybe you guys knows the difference between this two human being already.
and maybe some of you have thoughts in your mind. no wonder she is confused whether to or not to
be.
alexa was crying on her bed. and the words that she keeps on repeating until she was fallen asleep
was ; jesus, oh jesus, oh jesus.
lot's of thing happening in her life lately, last year she open the first boutique a few miles from her
house, busy and need in money
and last year too, her father was diagnosed with heart failure,
she was his father third daughter whom working place was so near to home, so she was often get a
phone call from home to check on her dad if anything goes wrong.
those crying didn't stop. she was holding her iphone, she was reading an email,
a sent email, that she send to her boyfriend Lucas in 2008.
as she scrolled up, all that she can find was a sent emails with the subject;
hai baby
baby i miss you
babyyyy
my babyyy
baby i love youu
okay, enough. they were become couple on 2006, that means when that email was sent, they were
already in 2 years relationship
alexa cries and cries as she read the emails, not because she regrets that she was so deeply madly
in love with this guy, but simply because she used to tell him anything, wrote to him and tells story,
show him her feelings, and be true about it.
2 hours before the crying drama,
she was on the phone with lucas, a 15 minutes conversation that requires 5 minutes to think of what
to say, so now it only left 10 minutes, and when she or he try to speak, the other said 'do you want
to go to sleep?' and the other will just keep quiet and said no at first, and then the quiets takes longer,
and finally she said okay maybe i'll go to sleep, and he'll answer 'alright,.'
and they hang up
OH MY GOD
was it always been like this? this is not healthy!! NO WAY!! Oh my, please don't marry him.
that will be the kind of reactions she will get if let say her story will be made in a best seller book
or in a movie. you wish
but no, it's not always been like that, there are lots of good times as well, not healthy relationship
yes she is agree to that, not marrying him? no, she is not sure about that.
as she tries to forget and close her eyes,
suddenly she received a message , it was matthew, and she stops the crying, she look at her phone
and start to get busy with the phone sending a reply to the previous message received, and so on
Oh and by the way, matthew was her first love.
the only boy that stole her heart and breaks it at the same time, the only boy that listen to radio head
too. the boy that doesn't like crowds as much as she hated it.
the boy that will showed up in front of her house just because he wanted to see her,
the boy that send her cds with lots of writing and drawings on it.
matthew is a very heart warming name for her. and it has been that way for quite a while.
and soo this will bring you to chapter 2 the explain what really happened to alexa
Monday, February 3, 2014
Sunday, August 4, 2013
last letter
i have been spending to much time in this blog and this is the time to say goodbye
it doesnt mean that i will not write anymore but God knows my english literature is sucks
it just that i have lots of questions and thinkings that i thought i need to wrote it down
but now it's time to say goodbye to this blog that most of the contents reminds me of my alter ego
so, let's imagine one thing, let's follow me and follow my imagination
let say you are standing in a room, a room full of people doing many activities, let say it was in
an airport, Your vision was focused on how busy the people around you
suddenly something captured your attention
someone catch your attention
out of so many people
the outfit, the style, the confident and charisma
it catch your attention.
in my case that someone is the 'old me' a character that define me
my old style my confident and my charisma
in my case i wish i am the old me. i wish i still have a body that will looks
good in a leather jacket and skinny jeans and white t shirt
i wish i am still as daring and adventurous as i was before i wish i could still talk about something
light,
this 'someone' is something that you are not now, or someone that you want and adore so bad
and then after u imagine that character in your mind, open your eyes.
and you will realize whoever you imagine, there is the real character living in your life.
as for my case yes, i was hoping that i could go back to few years back and make some changes in
my life, maybe for some people they wish to treasure more times with family, or friends,
or finding a life partner.
this character could be a sign that you are deeply in love with someone or you were stuck in a
difficult situation, or you just creating something that you think is better than you are now.
as for me, i need to forgive and let go and let loose of things that is happening to me recently that makes me an angrier person and hoping that i could just stay back in singapore and never coming back home
but i was wrong, God give me the vision of that character to reminds me how far i was to get here and
not to give up.
and after thinking about it. i rather be in where i am now than where i was. at this moment i have a loving care boyfriend who always listens and makes me feel like i am the smartest and brightest girl
the kind of feeling that i never had before.
whatever your vision or character is. is for you to reflect what u need to be grateful of, or in which way you need t be more aggressive or more patient
it is for you to reflect your mistake, to be grateful with what you had now, and to continue the journey to receive that character with the help of god
so buddy, i say good bye.
it doesnt mean that i will not write anymore but God knows my english literature is sucks
it just that i have lots of questions and thinkings that i thought i need to wrote it down
but now it's time to say goodbye to this blog that most of the contents reminds me of my alter ego
so, let's imagine one thing, let's follow me and follow my imagination
let say you are standing in a room, a room full of people doing many activities, let say it was in
an airport, Your vision was focused on how busy the people around you
suddenly something captured your attention
someone catch your attention
out of so many people
the outfit, the style, the confident and charisma
it catch your attention.
in my case that someone is the 'old me' a character that define me
my old style my confident and my charisma
in my case i wish i am the old me. i wish i still have a body that will looks
good in a leather jacket and skinny jeans and white t shirt
i wish i am still as daring and adventurous as i was before i wish i could still talk about something
light,
this 'someone' is something that you are not now, or someone that you want and adore so bad
and then after u imagine that character in your mind, open your eyes.
and you will realize whoever you imagine, there is the real character living in your life.
as for my case yes, i was hoping that i could go back to few years back and make some changes in
my life, maybe for some people they wish to treasure more times with family, or friends,
or finding a life partner.
this character could be a sign that you are deeply in love with someone or you were stuck in a
difficult situation, or you just creating something that you think is better than you are now.
as for me, i need to forgive and let go and let loose of things that is happening to me recently that makes me an angrier person and hoping that i could just stay back in singapore and never coming back home
but i was wrong, God give me the vision of that character to reminds me how far i was to get here and
not to give up.
and after thinking about it. i rather be in where i am now than where i was. at this moment i have a loving care boyfriend who always listens and makes me feel like i am the smartest and brightest girl
the kind of feeling that i never had before.
whatever your vision or character is. is for you to reflect what u need to be grateful of, or in which way you need t be more aggressive or more patient
it is for you to reflect your mistake, to be grateful with what you had now, and to continue the journey to receive that character with the help of god
so buddy, i say good bye.
Sunday, July 14, 2013
au revoir
10 years a go i said goodbye
but still keep the dreams of having that white house
3 years after i was in denial, hoping that my fate would be better
in the hands of a keeper that will treat me better
5 years i was playing dress up, making him more look like
and trying to have another version of you.
now it seems like the time is ticking
and i am so afraid that i can't keep those memories
and how i remember it, it's like breathing and dreaming
something that keeps happened everyday
something that i did without purposely trying to remember it
today i made an oath. some to respect and honor his love
to never look back and wonder, to never wish and regrets
i know at that time, everything was so real, it was magical and
memorable. but they said magical things doesn't last .
back to reality, where i have never been happy enough.
so i guess i have no choice but to be a grown ups and hand in hand
with the reality side by side till the end of time.
the way i laugh and the way i giggles the way i jokes and
the way i love to look at you.
before it kills, i have to say goodbye
i have to say goodbye to my fantasy if that is what
you think it is.
and to embrace my future. he was beside me and held my hands saying
it will be alright. at least my future promised me it will be alright
i have nothing left but to trust and follow his lead.
au revoir to the ghost i love the most
but still keep the dreams of having that white house
3 years after i was in denial, hoping that my fate would be better
in the hands of a keeper that will treat me better
5 years i was playing dress up, making him more look like
and trying to have another version of you.
now it seems like the time is ticking
and i am so afraid that i can't keep those memories
and how i remember it, it's like breathing and dreaming
something that keeps happened everyday
something that i did without purposely trying to remember it
today i made an oath. some to respect and honor his love
to never look back and wonder, to never wish and regrets
i know at that time, everything was so real, it was magical and
memorable. but they said magical things doesn't last .
back to reality, where i have never been happy enough.
so i guess i have no choice but to be a grown ups and hand in hand
with the reality side by side till the end of time.
the way i laugh and the way i giggles the way i jokes and
the way i love to look at you.
before it kills, i have to say goodbye
i have to say goodbye to my fantasy if that is what
you think it is.
and to embrace my future. he was beside me and held my hands saying
it will be alright. at least my future promised me it will be alright
i have nothing left but to trust and follow his lead.
au revoir to the ghost i love the most
Wednesday, May 29, 2013
commitments
i know he didn't read wikipedia as much as i did,
or listened to the swedish band or british band like i did
he didn't hum or whistle my kind of songs.
he didn't read or talk my kind of talk.
but he listened
a very good listener. he didn't talk much when he does not know what
to do, yet he observe and try to put things right in the right moments
i do admit, last year, i have to find the answer of why do i have to
choose commitments over chemistry.
chemistry was mesmerizing, it was fantasy, imaginary and beyond
words and thoughts. u will be in awe of how far your imagination
can pull you to hell.
but chemistry didn't stay for to long, it doesn't want me to keep it.
commitments are boring words, words of adult , words that stand
side by side with fear. yet commitments is the only rational, original,
authentic needs of human.
commitments here to stay,
chemistry leaves scars. but commitments give hope.
now i know why i shouldnt fight for chemistry anymore because if you are not
here to stay , might as well leave me alone.
i love you, beloved
my man
28.05.2013
it takes courage and big guts to walk in to my parents office.
and have a little chit chat about the plan of marrying me next year.
and that's what he actually did, today.
so i got a call from him, i thought he was joking, he said ' i might be dropping by to your parent's
office later'
and i was like;
'hahaha.. really ? why'
and he said; 'wanted to ask for their permission..'
my answer was ' yea, right!?'
and he hang up.
and he actually did it!!
and all those little things that he did, it is enough for me.
abis itu gue tanya dong; apa yang kamu rasain co?
jawabnya; jantung nya mau copot han..
hahahahha,
i may not say much about my boyfriend. what can i say, he is a man that love to stay out
of trouble, and knows exactly what he need to do, in a right time and a right moment.
to be a boy, to stand in front of the girl that he likes and tell her his feelings. i salute.
to be a grown up, to stand and brave himself to make a move to taste her lips. i salute.
to be a man, to walk and ask for her parents blessings to marry their daughter. i salute.
never said this before, but man, it's hard to born a baby boy. and when i have one, i want my
baby boy to have his daddy attitude. kills!
so i am officially getting married next year. FINALLY. for those of you who are getting a little bit
jealous after reading this, please take note. our journey is bitter sweet, so many ups and downs.
and on the 14th of may, we celebrate our 7th anniversary. yes, it's been quite awhile.
we've been through what if, or if only. few year of ' what if??' and 'if only'
this is not a fairy tale love story.
i am lucky that it is not.
because after what happened today. i don't want to sleep, i don't want to die. coz living,
breathing, is so real and full of Joy.
I love commitments
it takes courage and big guts to walk in to my parents office.
and have a little chit chat about the plan of marrying me next year.
and that's what he actually did, today.
so i got a call from him, i thought he was joking, he said ' i might be dropping by to your parent's
office later'
and i was like;
'hahaha.. really ? why'
and he said; 'wanted to ask for their permission..'
my answer was ' yea, right!?'
and he hang up.
and he actually did it!!
and all those little things that he did, it is enough for me.
abis itu gue tanya dong; apa yang kamu rasain co?
jawabnya; jantung nya mau copot han..
hahahahha,
i may not say much about my boyfriend. what can i say, he is a man that love to stay out
of trouble, and knows exactly what he need to do, in a right time and a right moment.
to be a boy, to stand in front of the girl that he likes and tell her his feelings. i salute.
to be a grown up, to stand and brave himself to make a move to taste her lips. i salute.
to be a man, to walk and ask for her parents blessings to marry their daughter. i salute.
never said this before, but man, it's hard to born a baby boy. and when i have one, i want my
baby boy to have his daddy attitude. kills!
so i am officially getting married next year. FINALLY. for those of you who are getting a little bit
jealous after reading this, please take note. our journey is bitter sweet, so many ups and downs.
and on the 14th of may, we celebrate our 7th anniversary. yes, it's been quite awhile.
we've been through what if, or if only. few year of ' what if??' and 'if only'
this is not a fairy tale love story.
i am lucky that it is not.
because after what happened today. i don't want to sleep, i don't want to die. coz living,
breathing, is so real and full of Joy.
I love commitments
Thursday, May 23, 2013
it's tea with milk and sometimes they put toppings in it. this is life
ya begitulah hidup yah, bisa saya bilang era nya bubble tea lagi ngetrend lagi
cuma sekarang toppings yang tersedia beda beda, ga cuma bubble aja.
smakin banyak rasa yang ditawarkan atau smakin aneh toppings yang tersedia
disitulah orang orang mulai berkumpul , penasaran , ada yang mulai me favoritkan minuman tersebut
atau ada juga yang mulai berkenalan dgn rasa rasa baru yang sebelumnya belum pernah di coba
entah kenapa, saat ini, gue ngerasa kurang lebih begitu lah penjelasan dari arti kehidupan
in a simple way.
daripada having a quality time and having a nice conversation
with beloved friends, they rather went to someplace yang disebut sebut lagi trend, dan smua nya UNTUK
mempromosikan or rather memamerkan keberadaan mereka di restoran tersebut,
ato ada yg sibuk sesi poto poto makanan sampe kebetean sendiri saat ada salah satu temen yang ud
nyomot makanan itu dengan tidak sengaja merusak penampilan makanan tersebut.
ok. why is this issue become a problem in my mind, well basically lama kelamaan g ngerasa kita
mulai melakukan segala sesuatu nya sebagai objek utk di perhatikan/di pamerkan/ sebagai suatu
gambaran bagaimana kita mau dipandang oleh publik.
yah namanya juga jaman nya sosial media. segala sesuatu nya di jadikan pencitraan jadi diri.
i am not against all of those things that i mention above,
jadi gue ga mau di sambit pake batu kalo suatu hari di path gue, gue juga sering mention where i am at,
or what i am eating.
but, the BIG difference is, i am sharing those information to people that i consider as my close friends
or whom i feel comfortable sharing with.
ada yang bilang gue gila, norak, alay, ato lucu. whatever they think about me, gue ga mencoba utk menjual
ato mempromosikan sesuatu yang bukan 'diri gue'
tapi baru akir akir ini gue belajar, karena di bilang ALAY ama mantan gue, belajar untuk mikir,
kenapa sih, kita akirnya peduli banget apa yang orang lain pikirin tentang kita?? o oke so i gotta check in
or displaying my healthy lifestyle because because I WANT THEM TO SEE ME AS A HEALTHY
PERSON, or, OH MAY GAWD i am so going to HANG OUT IN THIS BLA BLA RESTAURANT
WITH MY ASIK GAUL BLA BLA FRIENDS. yang kece banget pas di poto gitu deh..
errr..
what ever happened to the world before social media happened?? LOTS ACTUALLY.
we hang out at our friends house, watching dvds together, or we go to the hair saloon together,
we talk about things that we would not forget, we laugh at something really funny and didn't really
care about what's beeping at our mobile phone.
as i write this down, i was sitting at my favorite spot, at Gading serpong mall, favorite spot bagi gue adalah
tempat yang menyediakan TEH TARIK (tentunya) ato traditional coffee, tempat yang sepi ga terlalu rame
this is what i miss about my singapore days. a ME TIME to self reflect about what is happening to our
life lately, ato istilah nya buat ngaca, akir2 ini salah gue apa, atau saat saat dimana kita bs berfikir jernih
mesti berbuat apa, dan untuk bersyukur. smuanya ini pasti kepikiran aja, saat kita punya waktu untuk diri
kita sendiri.
people who are afraid to be alone are the loneliest people in fact. those who use their alone time
as a time to reflect, grateful and to observe are the most happy and joyful people in fact. in my
opinion.
so what i was trying to say ; the world is changing my friend, gloriously, rapidly.
but it doesn't mean that it is for you to FOLLOW, to JUDGE, to put people under different categories.
NO NO.
ga punya path, ato ga suka mention lagi di gym, bukan berarti ga suka ke gym ato ga gaul. ato sebaliknya
mention lagi di gym belom tentu nge gym! hayo!
and quality time was rare to find. ayo, coba lebih fokus ama 'pegi dengan siapa nya' daripada 'pegi kemana nya'
ato lebih fokus dengan 'kualitas pembicaraan nya' daripada 'pamer makanannya'
rasa yang di tawarkan dunia saat ini banyak loh. justru kalo kita terbawa kita akan bingung sebenernya
yang penting itu apa yang kita fikirkan ato apa yang publik fikirkan?
gue bersyukur, dengan usia yang lumayan tua ini gue masi bisa enjoy this so called new generation era in
my own way, dan gue juga punya my kind of 'OLD AND TRADITIONAL' me.
sebagai anak jakarta yang masi tetep pengen eksis, g demen pergi ke kafe kafe, DI HARI WEEKDAYS
only karena menurut gue sabtu dan minggu penuh dengan anak2 abg yang lagi seneng seneng nya bergaul
dari mall ke mall
sedangkan untuk weekend gue lebih seneng di rmh baca buku, liat review review musik baru ato
ke toko buku dan toko kaset kesukaan sambil ngeliatin strangers. HA!
gotta keep yourself the real you guys,
as much as i like cha time hazelnut milk tea, tetep gue ga bisa nolak teh tarik panas, dengan butter
sugar toast sebagai pendamping
atau, seberapa eksis nya gue di path / instagram / pinterest tetep gue ga bisa lepas dari yahoo.com.sg news ato
detik.com supaya ga ketinggalan berita
atau, seberapa keren nya social media yang beredar, gue masi tetep feel comfortable with my
so called PUBLIC DIARY yaitu blog ini lah.
jadii bapa bapa ibu ibu, let'S stop speculating or judging yo. social media is another personality
yang untuk sebagian orang mgkn untuk mendisplay another side of him/her atau utk sebagian orang
cuma sebagai produk untuk mencerminkan jati diri mereka yang sesungguh nya.
but if you have to ask, bubble tea or teh tarik. definitely teh tarik, most of the time.
too many memories, too many love stories. :)
eh, mendadak m
cuma sekarang toppings yang tersedia beda beda, ga cuma bubble aja.
smakin banyak rasa yang ditawarkan atau smakin aneh toppings yang tersedia
disitulah orang orang mulai berkumpul , penasaran , ada yang mulai me favoritkan minuman tersebut
atau ada juga yang mulai berkenalan dgn rasa rasa baru yang sebelumnya belum pernah di coba
entah kenapa, saat ini, gue ngerasa kurang lebih begitu lah penjelasan dari arti kehidupan
in a simple way.
daripada having a quality time and having a nice conversation
with beloved friends, they rather went to someplace yang disebut sebut lagi trend, dan smua nya UNTUK
mempromosikan or rather memamerkan keberadaan mereka di restoran tersebut,
ato ada yg sibuk sesi poto poto makanan sampe kebetean sendiri saat ada salah satu temen yang ud
nyomot makanan itu dengan tidak sengaja merusak penampilan makanan tersebut.
ok. why is this issue become a problem in my mind, well basically lama kelamaan g ngerasa kita
mulai melakukan segala sesuatu nya sebagai objek utk di perhatikan/di pamerkan/ sebagai suatu
gambaran bagaimana kita mau dipandang oleh publik.
yah namanya juga jaman nya sosial media. segala sesuatu nya di jadikan pencitraan jadi diri.
i am not against all of those things that i mention above,
jadi gue ga mau di sambit pake batu kalo suatu hari di path gue, gue juga sering mention where i am at,
or what i am eating.
but, the BIG difference is, i am sharing those information to people that i consider as my close friends
or whom i feel comfortable sharing with.
ada yang bilang gue gila, norak, alay, ato lucu. whatever they think about me, gue ga mencoba utk menjual
ato mempromosikan sesuatu yang bukan 'diri gue'
tapi baru akir akir ini gue belajar, karena di bilang ALAY ama mantan gue, belajar untuk mikir,
kenapa sih, kita akirnya peduli banget apa yang orang lain pikirin tentang kita?? o oke so i gotta check in
or displaying my healthy lifestyle because because I WANT THEM TO SEE ME AS A HEALTHY
PERSON, or, OH MAY GAWD i am so going to HANG OUT IN THIS BLA BLA RESTAURANT
WITH MY ASIK GAUL BLA BLA FRIENDS. yang kece banget pas di poto gitu deh..
errr..
what ever happened to the world before social media happened?? LOTS ACTUALLY.
we hang out at our friends house, watching dvds together, or we go to the hair saloon together,
we talk about things that we would not forget, we laugh at something really funny and didn't really
care about what's beeping at our mobile phone.
as i write this down, i was sitting at my favorite spot, at Gading serpong mall, favorite spot bagi gue adalah
tempat yang menyediakan TEH TARIK (tentunya) ato traditional coffee, tempat yang sepi ga terlalu rame
this is what i miss about my singapore days. a ME TIME to self reflect about what is happening to our
life lately, ato istilah nya buat ngaca, akir2 ini salah gue apa, atau saat saat dimana kita bs berfikir jernih
mesti berbuat apa, dan untuk bersyukur. smuanya ini pasti kepikiran aja, saat kita punya waktu untuk diri
kita sendiri.
people who are afraid to be alone are the loneliest people in fact. those who use their alone time
as a time to reflect, grateful and to observe are the most happy and joyful people in fact. in my
opinion.
so what i was trying to say ; the world is changing my friend, gloriously, rapidly.
but it doesn't mean that it is for you to FOLLOW, to JUDGE, to put people under different categories.
NO NO.
ga punya path, ato ga suka mention lagi di gym, bukan berarti ga suka ke gym ato ga gaul. ato sebaliknya
mention lagi di gym belom tentu nge gym! hayo!
and quality time was rare to find. ayo, coba lebih fokus ama 'pegi dengan siapa nya' daripada 'pegi kemana nya'
ato lebih fokus dengan 'kualitas pembicaraan nya' daripada 'pamer makanannya'
rasa yang di tawarkan dunia saat ini banyak loh. justru kalo kita terbawa kita akan bingung sebenernya
yang penting itu apa yang kita fikirkan ato apa yang publik fikirkan?
gue bersyukur, dengan usia yang lumayan tua ini gue masi bisa enjoy this so called new generation era in
my own way, dan gue juga punya my kind of 'OLD AND TRADITIONAL' me.
sebagai anak jakarta yang masi tetep pengen eksis, g demen pergi ke kafe kafe, DI HARI WEEKDAYS
only karena menurut gue sabtu dan minggu penuh dengan anak2 abg yang lagi seneng seneng nya bergaul
dari mall ke mall
sedangkan untuk weekend gue lebih seneng di rmh baca buku, liat review review musik baru ato
ke toko buku dan toko kaset kesukaan sambil ngeliatin strangers. HA!
gotta keep yourself the real you guys,
as much as i like cha time hazelnut milk tea, tetep gue ga bisa nolak teh tarik panas, dengan butter
sugar toast sebagai pendamping
atau, seberapa eksis nya gue di path / instagram / pinterest tetep gue ga bisa lepas dari yahoo.com.sg news ato
detik.com supaya ga ketinggalan berita
atau, seberapa keren nya social media yang beredar, gue masi tetep feel comfortable with my
so called PUBLIC DIARY yaitu blog ini lah.
people can say anything they want, but to be brave to say NO or SPEAK UP your mind is the only
line that makes you stands out from others.
jadii bapa bapa ibu ibu, let'S stop speculating or judging yo. social media is another personality
yang untuk sebagian orang mgkn untuk mendisplay another side of him/her atau utk sebagian orang
cuma sebagai produk untuk mencerminkan jati diri mereka yang sesungguh nya.
but if you have to ask, bubble tea or teh tarik. definitely teh tarik, most of the time.
too many memories, too many love stories. :)
eh, mendadak m
Friday, May 17, 2013
PARKLIFE
May 15th 2013.
big sound festival with Blur as the main performance.
followed by temper trap, tegan and sara and van she.
for many people, thousands and thousands of Blur's maniac from Indonesia, This would be an excellent and unbelievable news. i am one of them. for some, maybe, you will question why? what's so great about them? and here, i will tell you the reason why, and after that i will give the review of Blur's performance yesterday.
yang pasti oke banget pertama kali gue denger lagu blur, i was either 13 or 14 years old. i have 2 older sister we all grew up in the 90s of course my sister give me influences in music. They heard about Blur first. i was just a girl with big curiosity and wanted to be different and stand out from the other classmate.
lagu pertama yg gue denger adalah Song2, setelah itu, beetlebum. first impression was music mereka yg LOUD and different, 4 cowo dengan muka dan dandanan nerd. sepatu converse dan atasan junkies yang abis itu langsung HITS banget!!
setelah album blur, dengan single nya yang terkenal itu; Song2 dan beetlebum, kita diperkenalkan dengan Tender dan Coffee and tv. Tender, adalah salah satu lagu yang pertamanya g kesel banget denger nya karena kepanjangan. tapi lagu itu stuck terus dalam hidup gue sampe sekarang, dan g sekarang bersyukur banget lagu itu lama banget abisnya/ recently di twitter nya graham , after HongKong's concert, dia bilang; lagu yang lo bawa terus di hidup lu kemungkinan besar punya efek besar dalam kehidupan saat lo remaja / beranjak dewasa. I COULDN'T AGREE MORE. Tender was one of them.
masuki dunia college, g mulai do some research about them, karena saat gue kuliah, mereka officially uda bubar.
g penasaran banget karena statement nya damon yg bilang dia ga akan gantiin posisi graham sebagai guitarist karena menurut dia, ga ad guitarist sehebat graham.
nah, disaat ini g penasaran banget ama si graham. album terakhir mereka think thank, tanpa graham coxon (my idol), dia keluar saat think thank lagi proses rekaman dan dari think thank saat itu g suka banget ama lagu nya yang sweet song. akhir nya, g baru tau sejarah nya, di taon pertama gue kuliah ( TELAT BANGET YAH?!) and ever since g become fanatic.
bukan nya gue ga tau sama sekali tentang mereka, like most people, kt denger aja, beberapa lagu dari album nya, ato yg menurut kita catchy aja. masa masa smp sma gue banjir ama lagu britpop, seperti oasis, suede, the verve, g jg dengerin band band seperti ash, the libertines, jimmy eat world, ato brand new. tapi mereka punya ciri khas. ciri khas yang sekali kita dengerin kt tau ini tuh lagu nya siapa. tapi Blur, selalu punya kejutan baru, beat yg lo ga sangka ini mereka.
bagi kalian yang belom bisa move on dari Song 2, beetlebum, tender dan coffee and tv, coba beraniin dengerin single single mereka yang lain karena karakter mereka itu berbeda beda, dengan tujuan satu; berani mengeksplor diri utk tau seberapa mampu nya mereka ciptain lagu lagu yang juara.
Loyalitas mereka, patut di tiru, ga banyak band yang gue tau ga gonta ganti member, well alex not that excellent in bass, nor was david, Damon's voice jg sbnrnya ga merdu merdu banget, untuk Graham dia memang jago banget gitar nya tapi keliatan banget sifat dia paling beda dari member yang lain.,
untuk seseorang leader, ngakuin dan announce kalo blur ga akan nge record lagu lagi selain graham bakal rejoin menurut gue itu butuh keberanian yang besar.
kalo kita perhatiin dari single pertama blur, she's so high, ampe girls and boys, song2, beetlebum, sampe tender, the universal, ato singel terakir, under the westway, g cuma bisa bilang mereka adalah musisi yang berani bereksperiment, dan inspirasi mereka ya bener2 dari sekitar, dunia sosial, cinta, pemerintahan, kota mereka(banyak banget inspirasi dari kota london) lirik yang jujur, dan beat yang catchy, mendunia, dan ga bisa dilupain
g mulai tergila2 dengan blur di taon 2003, setaon setelah mereka bubar. dari 2003 ke 2007 g cuma bisa berharap suatu saat mereka bisa reunian, dan gue ga ketinggalan lagi untuk enjoy that moment. 2009, mereka officially announced their comeback, I CRIED.
march 2010, my sister gave me all the people cds, live recording from glasto concert in 2009, I CRIED. (u can ask her)
2012 mereka dipilih untuk jadi band penutup acara olimpiade dengan title, best of britain.
2013 g dan ratusan ribu fans lain nya dapet kesempetan untuk nyaksiin mereka secara langsung di bigsoundfestival
4 boys, from London, friends for more than 24 years. in one stage, singing their songs from 7 albums, to more than 250thousands crowd.
and here is the review;
Blur di jadwalin manggung jam 9, g berangkat dari rumah stgh 6 langsung menuju ke kebon jeruk utk jemput ade gue, kita bertiga, ga ada persiapan apa2, ga ngapalin lirik ato cek cek youtube nya mereka utk tau gimana live performance mereka.
blur, ya blur, selalu ada dari gue remaja ampe sekarang.
satu hal tentang promotor, Dyandra entertainment. g butuh utk kasi mereka sanjungan, acara on time, lancar, venue ga kotor staff smua rapih, cepar kerja nya dan lapangan parkir luas, signage jelas ad dimana2, pokoknya ga ribet deh.
jam 8 temper trap masi manggung, crowd nya diem aje, bengong doang, jelas bikin bete si temper trap lah, cuma rame pas sweet disposition aja, abis itu sepi lagi.
jam 8.30 temper trap makes their final bowdown and left the stage. crowd langsung teriak we want blur! ga manggil temper trap untuk encore. KASIAN.
gue dengan sok pede, langsung nyanyi teriak, O my baby.. O my baby.. O why O why.. yang juga uda di nyanyiin sebelum nya ama crowd di belakang. posisi kita ada di front row, sblh kiri menghadap panggug,gue sengaja mau disitu karena mau ngeliat graham.
jam 8.45 crew nya blur ud mulai siap2 nge set drum nya dave, cableist juga uda sibuk, crowd ga bisa diem ga sabar untuk liat performance mereka, tepat jam 9 back drop gambar westway yang juga dipake saat acara penutupan olimpiade 2012 kemaren, uda terpajang, otomatis crowd langsung teriak, lighting juga uda mulai berubah warna.
5 menit setelah itu, lighting berubah menjadi warna merah ke unguan, kita pun liat damon, alex, graham dan dave masuk panggung. gue personally, ga pecaya ini bener bener kejadian, di video gue, g sampe terak O MY GAWD O MY GAWD. THIS IS REALLY HAPPENING kaya orang gila gitu dah.
seperti biasa mereka tampil casual, tshirt yg comfortable, senyum mereka yang iseng nyambut kita semua.
intro lagu girls and boys, langsung bikin heboh. ratusan ribu penonton LONCAT bebarengan. tangan semua di atas. our favorite song was played by our very own heroes, BLUR.
g mulai stop recording stlh girls and boys, g cuma mau enjoy that moment g ga mau kehilangan eye sight gue dari mereka.
jingkrak jingkrak nya kita ga berenti, lagu kedua POPSCENE uda pasti heboh pada rusuh, there's no other way lagu ke 3 masi heboh, pas lagu ke 4 badhead, kita akirnya bisa napas dikit, supaya ga kecapean.
dari ke 4 lagu pertama itu, damon ga gitu banyak nyapa kita, tapi keliatan banget kalo dia ga percaya crowds nya bakal segila ini karena dia bener bener cengar cengir sambil ngeliat ke alex dan graham, sedangkan kalo graham muncul dengan topi fodora nya yang abis itu jatoh dan dia lepas kacamatanya karena uda mulai gila dengan aksi panggung dengan gitar nya.
sering banget mereka entertain kita dengan gaya konyol nya, seperti graham yang sering banget bikin2 muka konyol pas mau di foto ama fans. stamina damon bener2 total. setiap sisi panggung kebagian di entertain oleh damon, sering juga dia turun panggung untuk lari dari ujung ke ujung utk greet kita. '
Intro lagu kelima dimulai, crowd ud pada tau itu beetlebum, di posisi gue crowd menggila dengan meneriakan kata 'OY OY' selama intro di mainkan oleh graham, dan oleh karena itu, Damon ngasi lirikan ke graham dan alex sambil cengar cengir seakan akan dia bilang 'this is crazy'
saat beetlebum berkumandang gue kelempar lah ke depan, moshing ga jelas, tapi seru.
too bad g pake sandals jadi agak parno keinjek2 T___T dan karena beetlebum juga gue kepisah ama ade gue, gue agak sedikit lebih depan dari dia, lagu ke 6, Out of time, yang dibawain santai dan perfect banget dengan keadaan di venue yang ga ada ujan sama sekali, crowd juga nyanyiin setiap lirik nya sama2, '.. and you've been so busy lately that you haven't got the time, to open up your mind, and watch the world spinning, gently out of time..'
setelah out of time kt dihibur dgn trimm trabb, menurut gue disini damon luar biasa, abis itu caramel (satu satu nya lagu blur yang bikin g bengong malam itu karena g ga pernah denger) setelah caramel, graham langsung ambil alih mic, ngucapin 'THANK YOU' dengan suara agak cempreng nya, intro coffee and tv dimulai, kegirangan, crowds langsung sing a long. after coffee and tv,
Intro TENDER DIMULAI, g langsung tengok kanan kiri, karena g berharap ada ade gue di sebelah gue, so that we can enjoy this song together, puji tuhan g nemuin dia, kt langsung nyanyi bareng, and that moment, i feel so magical.
setelah tender, kita disuguhin country house dan parklife pastinya g kepisah lagi ama ade gue karena lagu upbeat itu bikin crowds langsung pada heboh lagi dan mulai bersemangat lagi. gantian, ade gue jadi di depan banget i seriously think she can touch damon. i'm about a line behind her.
End of century, death of a party, dan this is a low tiga lagu terakir sebelum mereka encore, cukup bikin kita bs catch our breath for a while,
10 menit mereka istirahat crowd bnr2 ga sabar buat encore, akir nya mereka balik utk encore, dengan lagu pertama under the westway disini g ngeliat reaksi alex yg amazed ama crowd indonesia yg bener2 dengan lantang nyanyiin lagu ini, padahal lagu ini tentang kota mereka, LONDON. dan guessed what 250.000 penonton berteriak ALELUIA!! di reffrain lagu ini AMAZING.
lagu kedua utk encore adalah for tomorrow,
lagu ketiga adalah my fave song, the universal. saat intro dimulai gue bener bener ngerasa bahagia banget begitu juga dengan ratusan ribu penonton lainnya, apalagi saat kt nyanyiin lirik yang 'well, here is your lucky day, it really really really could happend, yes it really really really could happend when the day they seems to fall through you, just let them go!'
semua tangan melambai ke kanan ke kiri, damon bersemangat seakan akan dia ga nyanyi tapi ngeyakinin kita kalo today is our lucky day.
sebelum lagu terakir, damon bilang kita adalah great inspiration for them that night, and we were fantastic. alex, damon, dan graham terus terusan cengar cengir seakan akan mereka ga nyangka lagu lagu mereka dihafal mati ama crowd indonesia. song 2 mulai, crowds loncat. teriak dan kita bener bener enjoy that night.
chemistry yang alex, damon, graham dan dave punya di panggung bener2 ga bisa boong,
mereka kadang kasi reaksi seakan2 mereka terkejut crowd nya bs seheboh ini. inilah mereka Blur, kadang g jg bingung kenapa mereka mesti terkejut, secara album mereka uda terjual jutaan copy, lagu mereka berkumandang dimana mana, but then again, gue mulai di ingetin well this is blur, they make music coz they love music, not for the fame or money.
i mean come on guys!! seberapa banyak dari kalian yang ngeliat baju damon kemaren bolong2 compang camping? ato apa kalian ga inget graham masi pake baju yg sama dari pas pertama kali debut masi dipake lagi pas taon 2009 kemaren? again, 4 boys, friends for life, with songs as an inspirations for millions people in the world. yet so humble, and they just can't get enough of music. that's wht i love the most. and i cant believe i am right now writing a review about their concert. Thank you God.
the videos above are taken from hyde park concert in 2009, and 2012 on closing ceremony for olympics. g ga upload video yang kemaren di senayan karena belom nemu quality yang bagus.
big sound festival with Blur as the main performance.
followed by temper trap, tegan and sara and van she.
for many people, thousands and thousands of Blur's maniac from Indonesia, This would be an excellent and unbelievable news. i am one of them. for some, maybe, you will question why? what's so great about them? and here, i will tell you the reason why, and after that i will give the review of Blur's performance yesterday.
yang pasti oke banget pertama kali gue denger lagu blur, i was either 13 or 14 years old. i have 2 older sister we all grew up in the 90s of course my sister give me influences in music. They heard about Blur first. i was just a girl with big curiosity and wanted to be different and stand out from the other classmate.
lagu pertama yg gue denger adalah Song2, setelah itu, beetlebum. first impression was music mereka yg LOUD and different, 4 cowo dengan muka dan dandanan nerd. sepatu converse dan atasan junkies yang abis itu langsung HITS banget!!
setelah album blur, dengan single nya yang terkenal itu; Song2 dan beetlebum, kita diperkenalkan dengan Tender dan Coffee and tv. Tender, adalah salah satu lagu yang pertamanya g kesel banget denger nya karena kepanjangan. tapi lagu itu stuck terus dalam hidup gue sampe sekarang, dan g sekarang bersyukur banget lagu itu lama banget abisnya/ recently di twitter nya graham , after HongKong's concert, dia bilang; lagu yang lo bawa terus di hidup lu kemungkinan besar punya efek besar dalam kehidupan saat lo remaja / beranjak dewasa. I COULDN'T AGREE MORE. Tender was one of them.
masuki dunia college, g mulai do some research about them, karena saat gue kuliah, mereka officially uda bubar.
g penasaran banget karena statement nya damon yg bilang dia ga akan gantiin posisi graham sebagai guitarist karena menurut dia, ga ad guitarist sehebat graham.
nah, disaat ini g penasaran banget ama si graham. album terakhir mereka think thank, tanpa graham coxon (my idol), dia keluar saat think thank lagi proses rekaman dan dari think thank saat itu g suka banget ama lagu nya yang sweet song. akhir nya, g baru tau sejarah nya, di taon pertama gue kuliah ( TELAT BANGET YAH?!) and ever since g become fanatic.
bukan nya gue ga tau sama sekali tentang mereka, like most people, kt denger aja, beberapa lagu dari album nya, ato yg menurut kita catchy aja. masa masa smp sma gue banjir ama lagu britpop, seperti oasis, suede, the verve, g jg dengerin band band seperti ash, the libertines, jimmy eat world, ato brand new. tapi mereka punya ciri khas. ciri khas yang sekali kita dengerin kt tau ini tuh lagu nya siapa. tapi Blur, selalu punya kejutan baru, beat yg lo ga sangka ini mereka.
bagi kalian yang belom bisa move on dari Song 2, beetlebum, tender dan coffee and tv, coba beraniin dengerin single single mereka yang lain karena karakter mereka itu berbeda beda, dengan tujuan satu; berani mengeksplor diri utk tau seberapa mampu nya mereka ciptain lagu lagu yang juara.
Loyalitas mereka, patut di tiru, ga banyak band yang gue tau ga gonta ganti member, well alex not that excellent in bass, nor was david, Damon's voice jg sbnrnya ga merdu merdu banget, untuk Graham dia memang jago banget gitar nya tapi keliatan banget sifat dia paling beda dari member yang lain.,
untuk seseorang leader, ngakuin dan announce kalo blur ga akan nge record lagu lagi selain graham bakal rejoin menurut gue itu butuh keberanian yang besar.
kalo kita perhatiin dari single pertama blur, she's so high, ampe girls and boys, song2, beetlebum, sampe tender, the universal, ato singel terakir, under the westway, g cuma bisa bilang mereka adalah musisi yang berani bereksperiment, dan inspirasi mereka ya bener2 dari sekitar, dunia sosial, cinta, pemerintahan, kota mereka(banyak banget inspirasi dari kota london) lirik yang jujur, dan beat yang catchy, mendunia, dan ga bisa dilupain
g mulai tergila2 dengan blur di taon 2003, setaon setelah mereka bubar. dari 2003 ke 2007 g cuma bisa berharap suatu saat mereka bisa reunian, dan gue ga ketinggalan lagi untuk enjoy that moment. 2009, mereka officially announced their comeback, I CRIED.
march 2010, my sister gave me all the people cds, live recording from glasto concert in 2009, I CRIED. (u can ask her)
2012 mereka dipilih untuk jadi band penutup acara olimpiade dengan title, best of britain.
2013 g dan ratusan ribu fans lain nya dapet kesempetan untuk nyaksiin mereka secara langsung di bigsoundfestival
4 boys, from London, friends for more than 24 years. in one stage, singing their songs from 7 albums, to more than 250thousands crowd.
and here is the review;
Blur di jadwalin manggung jam 9, g berangkat dari rumah stgh 6 langsung menuju ke kebon jeruk utk jemput ade gue, kita bertiga, ga ada persiapan apa2, ga ngapalin lirik ato cek cek youtube nya mereka utk tau gimana live performance mereka.
blur, ya blur, selalu ada dari gue remaja ampe sekarang.
satu hal tentang promotor, Dyandra entertainment. g butuh utk kasi mereka sanjungan, acara on time, lancar, venue ga kotor staff smua rapih, cepar kerja nya dan lapangan parkir luas, signage jelas ad dimana2, pokoknya ga ribet deh.
jam 8 temper trap masi manggung, crowd nya diem aje, bengong doang, jelas bikin bete si temper trap lah, cuma rame pas sweet disposition aja, abis itu sepi lagi.
jam 8.30 temper trap makes their final bowdown and left the stage. crowd langsung teriak we want blur! ga manggil temper trap untuk encore. KASIAN.
gue dengan sok pede, langsung nyanyi teriak, O my baby.. O my baby.. O why O why.. yang juga uda di nyanyiin sebelum nya ama crowd di belakang. posisi kita ada di front row, sblh kiri menghadap panggug,gue sengaja mau disitu karena mau ngeliat graham.
jam 8.45 crew nya blur ud mulai siap2 nge set drum nya dave, cableist juga uda sibuk, crowd ga bisa diem ga sabar untuk liat performance mereka, tepat jam 9 back drop gambar westway yang juga dipake saat acara penutupan olimpiade 2012 kemaren, uda terpajang, otomatis crowd langsung teriak, lighting juga uda mulai berubah warna.
5 menit setelah itu, lighting berubah menjadi warna merah ke unguan, kita pun liat damon, alex, graham dan dave masuk panggung. gue personally, ga pecaya ini bener bener kejadian, di video gue, g sampe terak O MY GAWD O MY GAWD. THIS IS REALLY HAPPENING kaya orang gila gitu dah.
seperti biasa mereka tampil casual, tshirt yg comfortable, senyum mereka yang iseng nyambut kita semua.
intro lagu girls and boys, langsung bikin heboh. ratusan ribu penonton LONCAT bebarengan. tangan semua di atas. our favorite song was played by our very own heroes, BLUR.
g mulai stop recording stlh girls and boys, g cuma mau enjoy that moment g ga mau kehilangan eye sight gue dari mereka.
jingkrak jingkrak nya kita ga berenti, lagu kedua POPSCENE uda pasti heboh pada rusuh, there's no other way lagu ke 3 masi heboh, pas lagu ke 4 badhead, kita akirnya bisa napas dikit, supaya ga kecapean.
dari ke 4 lagu pertama itu, damon ga gitu banyak nyapa kita, tapi keliatan banget kalo dia ga percaya crowds nya bakal segila ini karena dia bener bener cengar cengir sambil ngeliat ke alex dan graham, sedangkan kalo graham muncul dengan topi fodora nya yang abis itu jatoh dan dia lepas kacamatanya karena uda mulai gila dengan aksi panggung dengan gitar nya.
sering banget mereka entertain kita dengan gaya konyol nya, seperti graham yang sering banget bikin2 muka konyol pas mau di foto ama fans. stamina damon bener2 total. setiap sisi panggung kebagian di entertain oleh damon, sering juga dia turun panggung untuk lari dari ujung ke ujung utk greet kita. '
Intro lagu kelima dimulai, crowd ud pada tau itu beetlebum, di posisi gue crowd menggila dengan meneriakan kata 'OY OY' selama intro di mainkan oleh graham, dan oleh karena itu, Damon ngasi lirikan ke graham dan alex sambil cengar cengir seakan akan dia bilang 'this is crazy'
saat beetlebum berkumandang gue kelempar lah ke depan, moshing ga jelas, tapi seru.
too bad g pake sandals jadi agak parno keinjek2 T___T dan karena beetlebum juga gue kepisah ama ade gue, gue agak sedikit lebih depan dari dia, lagu ke 6, Out of time, yang dibawain santai dan perfect banget dengan keadaan di venue yang ga ada ujan sama sekali, crowd juga nyanyiin setiap lirik nya sama2, '.. and you've been so busy lately that you haven't got the time, to open up your mind, and watch the world spinning, gently out of time..'
setelah out of time kt dihibur dgn trimm trabb, menurut gue disini damon luar biasa, abis itu caramel (satu satu nya lagu blur yang bikin g bengong malam itu karena g ga pernah denger) setelah caramel, graham langsung ambil alih mic, ngucapin 'THANK YOU' dengan suara agak cempreng nya, intro coffee and tv dimulai, kegirangan, crowds langsung sing a long. after coffee and tv,
Intro TENDER DIMULAI, g langsung tengok kanan kiri, karena g berharap ada ade gue di sebelah gue, so that we can enjoy this song together, puji tuhan g nemuin dia, kt langsung nyanyi bareng, and that moment, i feel so magical.
setelah tender, kita disuguhin country house dan parklife pastinya g kepisah lagi ama ade gue karena lagu upbeat itu bikin crowds langsung pada heboh lagi dan mulai bersemangat lagi. gantian, ade gue jadi di depan banget i seriously think she can touch damon. i'm about a line behind her.
End of century, death of a party, dan this is a low tiga lagu terakir sebelum mereka encore, cukup bikin kita bs catch our breath for a while,
10 menit mereka istirahat crowd bnr2 ga sabar buat encore, akir nya mereka balik utk encore, dengan lagu pertama under the westway disini g ngeliat reaksi alex yg amazed ama crowd indonesia yg bener2 dengan lantang nyanyiin lagu ini, padahal lagu ini tentang kota mereka, LONDON. dan guessed what 250.000 penonton berteriak ALELUIA!! di reffrain lagu ini AMAZING.
lagu kedua utk encore adalah for tomorrow,
lagu ketiga adalah my fave song, the universal. saat intro dimulai gue bener bener ngerasa bahagia banget begitu juga dengan ratusan ribu penonton lainnya, apalagi saat kt nyanyiin lirik yang 'well, here is your lucky day, it really really really could happend, yes it really really really could happend when the day they seems to fall through you, just let them go!'
semua tangan melambai ke kanan ke kiri, damon bersemangat seakan akan dia ga nyanyi tapi ngeyakinin kita kalo today is our lucky day.
sebelum lagu terakir, damon bilang kita adalah great inspiration for them that night, and we were fantastic. alex, damon, dan graham terus terusan cengar cengir seakan akan mereka ga nyangka lagu lagu mereka dihafal mati ama crowd indonesia. song 2 mulai, crowds loncat. teriak dan kita bener bener enjoy that night.
chemistry yang alex, damon, graham dan dave punya di panggung bener2 ga bisa boong,
mereka kadang kasi reaksi seakan2 mereka terkejut crowd nya bs seheboh ini. inilah mereka Blur, kadang g jg bingung kenapa mereka mesti terkejut, secara album mereka uda terjual jutaan copy, lagu mereka berkumandang dimana mana, but then again, gue mulai di ingetin well this is blur, they make music coz they love music, not for the fame or money.
i mean come on guys!! seberapa banyak dari kalian yang ngeliat baju damon kemaren bolong2 compang camping? ato apa kalian ga inget graham masi pake baju yg sama dari pas pertama kali debut masi dipake lagi pas taon 2009 kemaren? again, 4 boys, friends for life, with songs as an inspirations for millions people in the world. yet so humble, and they just can't get enough of music. that's wht i love the most. and i cant believe i am right now writing a review about their concert. Thank you God.
the videos above are taken from hyde park concert in 2009, and 2012 on closing ceremony for olympics. g ga upload video yang kemaren di senayan karena belom nemu quality yang bagus.
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